I. Our Mind Creates Phenomena
Occasionally, a student asks what it means to realize one’s mind. This is a very good question. First, we should ask ourselves what keeps us alive. The ability or function that keeps us alive can develop different routes–call them styles–for one’s life. Actually, it is not the matter of the style that we are living. Instead, it is the matter of what keeps us alive. We should realize this, since it is very important. However, if we do not know what keeps us alive, how can we develop the style of living we want? Every single moment we have breaths and thoughts, and the mind. Because of the mind, it makes each of us a living being. As a human being, first we should realize what the mind is.
The mind creates your thoughts; the mind reacts to your thoughts and actions; the mind reflects the thoughts it is generating and manifests the thoughts according to the rule of cause and effect. We should understand and be aware of what the mind is. The mind creates phenomena. All the goals or principles in the life of a human being are forms. They are simply phenomena created by the mind. In a Christian faith such as Catholicism, God creates the phenomena for us as human beings. So, the purpose of our life is to realize what makes us living beings; to realize what makes us alive. Every style of living consists of the phenomena created by one’s mind. Most practitioners, as human beings, only focus on the phenomena as a means to discern their purpose in life.
We are all pursuing those phenomena right now. We set a goal, such as, “I want to become rich,” or “I want to become enlightened.” The route through which we pursue the goal we have set is also the one by which we pursue the phenomena created by the mind. Somehow, we are deeply involved with phenomena. We set a phenomenon as our goal, and then we call it the meaning of our life or the purpose of our life. The phenomenon is therefore subject to the principle of impermanence. We have already set forth the meaning of our life, or the goal. In order to achieve that goal, we give it our best efforts. When we do our best, we tell people, “I am pursuing my dream for the future, and I am accomplishing my goal now.” We also tell people, “This is the meaning of my life–the pursuit of my chosen goal.” Most people think this way: pursuing their goals and pursuing their dreams. We think this is the meaning of our life.
When you were a child, a teacher probably asked you, “What do you want to do in the future, when you grow up?” You probably replied, “I want to be a scientist, a doctor, a rich person, a famous person, own a big house or a castle, become an actor or actress, or become the President of the United States.” The goal is already there: the person we want to be and the goal we try to reach. They have been there since we were kids.
Right now, we are on the way in pursuit of those goals. This is the reality. We try to accomplish our dreams, and that effort is the meaning of our life. Our goal is to be a scientist, a rich person or a famous person; it is our dream, or the meaning of our life. Without the goal or identity like that of a rich-and-famous person, our life has no meaning. Is that not so? If I tell kids that they are not going to be rich people, scientists, actors or presidents, and that instead they are going to be nobodies, will they lose their motivation in life?
So, “yes” is answer to the question of whether one can achieve his dream. Otherwise, the person will totally lose the meaning of his life. If we drop all the goals, we will not know where to go. We will not know the meaning of our life. In the meantime, when we set the goal of being a famous person, president, scientist, doctor, nurse, or fireman, no matter what, are we pursuing the phenomenon? Yes, we are. A rich person is a phenomenon, the president is a phenomenon, and an actor is a phenomenon. We try to accomplish our goals, but actually we are accomplishing the phenomenon. When someone accomplishes his dream, his goal or the meaning of his life, he is pursuing phenomena. Is that not so? I think that the answer is “Yes.”
II. The Characteristics of Phenomena: Impermanent, Temporary and Changeable
Thus we have the question of how one pursues a goal without pursuing a phenomenon. In other words, we wonder: “Without pursuing phenomena, what can we do as human beings? There is no goal for us anymore, because there is no target for us to pursue, so we lose purpose. ” Being a practitioner has nothing to do with destroying or eradicating the phenomenon. One way or the other, we should understand what the phenomenon means. This is much more important. As practitioners, we are not trying to destroy or eradicate the phenomenon, because phenomena come and go.
We should therefore realize what the phenomenon means before we set the goal or pursue the meaning of our life. How are the phenomena formed? What are the characteristics of phenomena or forms? The scientist, following his pursuit of that goal, ultimately disappears. He will pass away, and all his articles will disintegrate in time and space. In the meantime, as we pursue the goal of becoming a scientist or the president, we pursue the habits or worries of a scientist or a president. We also pursue something that will be destroyed by time and space. As human beings, somehow our goal–the meaning of our life, the goal we are pursuing or what we have set forth as the meaning of our life–will disappear or be destroyed by time and space. If so, after the goal disappears we will try to pursue another one. Is that not the case? Yes, it is. Somehow, we go through life in pursuit of something that will one day disappear.
Could one say that the pursuit of phenomenon is temporary or superficial, just as phenomena are? As practitioners, we try to uplift ourselves. But, after uplifting ourselves, what will the world be like? Does this world have no more phenomena? The answer is, “No.” The phenomenon remains. This is why I mention that we pursue the phenomenon as a goal of our life. Before we set a goal, we need to realize the rule of impermanence, or the characteristics of the phenomenon.
Ask ourselves four questions: How is it that the phenomenon is there? What type of phenomenon is there? How can we make it happen? If we do not realize the characteristic of the phenomenon, how can we make it happen? As practitioners, we are not trying to destroy or eradicate the phenomena, , because the phenomenon is manifested by the mind. The phenomenon always goes with you. The phenomenon is the reality, and the phenomenon is manifested by the mind. If you try to destroy the phenomenon, it means you are trying to destroy your mind. This is not right. As a practitioner, one tries to elevate himself, uplift himself and purify the mind. After we do this, our mind will have more ability and capability to create and manifest a better phenomenon for ourselves. In this way, we can pursue our goal without side effects. It is because we realize that the phenomenon is passive and created by the mind.